I’m still TRYING after 5 years🥹✨

This summer was just a little bit different. It kind of motivated me to be even better. 今年夏天有点不一样，它激励我变得更好。 #东契奇

12:58。I know that when my curiosity comes up to someone then there’s always something bad will be happening. Curiosity can be a great motivator driving us to improve but it’s also is a double-edged sword. When it comes to study or self-improvement, it’s positive; when it turns toward other people’s private lives, it can be destructive.
 Sometimes I hate myself because I can’t control the urge to uncover what others would rather keep hidden. Sometimes it’s just like being overly disturbed by external noise, as I want to be the person that you share your life with. Knowing something someone else doesn’t know feels powerful? idk. It feels nice when people talk about him, and you can be the one who answers the question. When I become obsessed with a person, that curiosity feels like a shattered safety net, pulling me under until I can barely breathe. Curiosity can become a leading to jealous…..?
 So when something like this happens, I remind myself that guessing at someone’s motives or obsessing over their actions never makes sense. People are individuals, and their intentions are often mysterious. Yet when I fixate on someone, I find myself wishing to be part of his memories as always. If I could, I’d kill that curiosity the moment it surfaces, before it drags me back into the mud. #infj #模模糊糊恍恍惚惚

这个夏天有点特别，它让我更有动力去变得更强。 This summer was just a little bit different. It kind of motivated me to be even better. #东契奇 #NBA

KING OF APPEARANCE